wooohoo

went to interview today...got a job in starbuck at gurney plaza...the manager was ma sis fren...she's scary..and i damn nervous abt it...sudenli forgot evrythin..sumtin lk amnesia once look at her...:D..and i said wrong thing...damn screw up man..ish...hazel hazel hazel...another history of her...gonna work..and make maself bz..i just wanna forget abt her and nt wasting time..

last relationship i cheated on her...im with her but im actually like someone else outside...i break up because i wanted to be with her...but her ans to me is she dont want to have relationship rite nw..she want to be single...ya..*heart broke*...i love her..more than anyone...even i din told her the truth...i feel wrong..n so i take the dicision to leave her,lj..i was trying to avoid her,hazel...because i wanted to forget abt her...but i cant...ish..hazel...ben dan..haha...ohya,i started my second semester..and i actually have fun...nt long..:)...i like cooking..but im lazy...i wanna find job but lazy...i will try ma vry best to find 1...make maself bz so tat i dun think too muchh...so thats it..nitez..:)

that day went to cdk campfire...when i saw jh..i had this feeling..dat i dunno hw to said..sometime i miss her..i know she keep on avoiding me..duno y..mayb because i had gf oredi...i stil like her

do u reli love me??or ure just being with me cz of my look??i wanna stop playing..i dont wanna hurt ppl..and hurt myself too..sumtimes past brings bitter..when i think of one of my ex..the 1 hu hurts me badly..the scar is til thr...u ask me m i serious..n u said alot of ppl want u and want to choose???it sounds nt loving rite..arent u??tell me the truth...tell me wad u want??anything but money..cz i nid tm to earn some..i m so unhappy nw...and feel like crying out loud..sincerely..do u love me??

im back in writing after two weeks..=)

had so much fun in bukit merah...kick push kick push ma fren in water..;)...bt in the end got revenge back frm ma fren..si hmm si vry padan le??so the moral value is dont guai lan..ha..went to tambun..ate seafood..yummy..and the price..damn cheap..six dishes...tomyam prawn,fried sotong,sambal vege,chicken,and also lala..hee..plus all the rice and drinks its only rm98..==..after that went for badminton..nonstop playing today..kinda song..:D..and my progress with my gf..hmm..looks bad..trying to fix it..if its neva too late..hmmm...gonna sleep now..nitez

forget the old life..start a new life

i hate u scold me..i hate u getting angry easily..i hate u being so far away frm me...i wil forget u...and strt a new life..new life without u..

my sis condition

she is stil in the hosp..the condition is as usual..stil fits on her face after the release of high amount of drugs..sigh..she is in serious condition..has been lying on bed for 1 month plus..becz of the high intake of drugs her lungs become weak...cant breathe on her own..wen she start fit..she wont breathe on her own..wen she din fit she wil breathe on her own..but slow..her sickness is hard to cure..wad else can we do..we have done evrything..but seems not to be working..haiz